A Way of Escape II
I open something
carefully
Maybe a door
Maybe a boundary
Maybe me
thoughtlessly
be
be nothing
not existing
I still hear nothing
deaf
Silence
I see nothing
blind
Darkness
I am silent
mute
Speechlessness
Maybe it will be nothing
Maybe it is nothing
Maybe it was nothing
vain
be nothing
not existing
I enter something
slowly
Maybe a space
Maybe a territory
Maybe me
aimless
be
be nothing
not existing
I still feel nothing
deaf
no touch
I leave something
I transgress something
I walk over to something
bisected
I reach something
divided into two
Maybe a space
Maybe a boundary
Maybe me
emotionless
maybe
not
Maybe it was nothing
Maybe it is nothing
Maybe it will be nothing
vain
be nothing
not existing
I palpate something
curious
timid
carefully
Maybe a space
Maybe a territory
Maybe me
carefully
be
I feel something
pulsating
Maybe a space
Maybe a territory
Maybe me
Caution
organic
I see something
blinking
Maybe a space
Maybe a territory
Maybe me
not
nothing
light
Caution
I stammer something
hesitantly
no
nothing.
Maybe not
Maybe nothing
carefully
be
be nothing
not existing
Maybe just a space
Maybe just a territory
Maybe just a boundary
Maybe I
timid
curious
Maybe a word
carefully
Maybe: Space
Maybe: Territory
Maybe: You exist
unbound
boundless
I designate myself
candidly
concrete
Space
Territory
I
one thing
Unity
disunited
I fall
Exit
Net
Space
Territory
Being
Entrance
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Januar 2013 (für Nadine)